Loading ...Trying to get out of using diazepam.
My brain and I have an argument!
Now you will say, how is that possible? Good question. You have to know the way to go about it!
I have two sourses to find out what my brain thinks. It is about splitting my diazepam in two so when I wake up at 3 am like I do every night I can take the other half to get back to sleep.
Smart eh? Well my brain thinks I’m stupid! Yeah, how about that! My Alter Ego tells me that doing it that way my brain get’s mixed up. If I cut that left over (2.5 mg) into 1 and 1/4X2 is 2.5 my brain gets all mixed up. It wants 2.5 mg all at once. The additional source I have is Petronella an Angel appointed to look after me. Every night at 3 am she wakes me to go and catherterize my bladder who was shot 22 years ago because of my 50 years of diabetes.
When she comes and sit on the side of my bed we have to be careful not to wake Johanna my wife for nearly 60 years. If she would be able to see Petronella sitting on my bed she would not like that!
But only I can see her but Johanna can hear the conversation and may become suspicious or thinks that I’m gone around the bend.She could be right, I never would believe such a story until it happened to me.
So now I have gone back to my present 2.5 mg diazepam in my effort to reduce the amount ever 5 weeks by 1/4 mg. This trip takes me near one year to do, but if I go faster it just won’t work and have to go back higher up and start all over again. Maybe you can follow my reasoning and maybe not but take my advice,…..don’t argue with your brain, you always lose!
JOHNBEN.
My brain and I have an argument!
Now you will say, how is that possible? Good question. You have to know the way to go about it!
I have two sourses to find out what my brain thinks. It is about splitting my diazepam in two so when I wake up at 3 am like I do every night I can take the other half to get back to sleep.
Smart eh? Well my brain thinks I’m stupid! Yeah, how about that! My Alter Ego tells me that doing it that way my brain get’s mixed up. If I cut that left over (2.5 mg) into 1 and 1/4X2 is 2.5 my brain gets all mixed up. It wants 2.5 mg all at once. The additional source I have is Petronella an Angel appointed to look after me. Every night at 3 am she wakes me to go and catherterize my bladder who was shot 22 years ago because of my 50 years of diabetes.
When she comes and sit on the side of my bed we have to be careful not to wake Johanna my wife for nearly 60 years. If she would be able to see Petronella sitting on my bed she would not like that!
But only I can see her but Johanna can hear the conversation and may become suspicious or thinks that I’m gone around the bend.She could be right, I never would believe such a story until it happened to me.
So now I have gone back to my present 2.5 mg diazepam in my effort to reduce the amount ever 5 weeks by 1/4 mg. This trip takes me near one year to do, but if I go faster it just won’t work and have to go back higher up and start all over again. Maybe you can follow my reasoning and maybe not but take my advice,…..don’t argue with your brain, you always lose!
JOHNBEN.
